Dear Albertz31,
What does it feel like to know you love someone? Is their a right or normal way to feel? Are you trying to live up to some particular picture of love.
Love is about more than having some particular feelings. Why not have a look at this
tip.
What does your lady need? Someone who is open with her, someone who is a good friend, someone who finds her attractive not just physically....
I pray that God will show you what is wrong with your heart and heal it and enable you to build a wonderful strong relationship with this lady of yours.
Kate