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Old 14th July 2013, 12:58 PM   #5
Lauren
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Re: Need some help...

I am not sure on the porn addiction, it could be true. He is never on the internet at home but does have access at work. My wish would be that he wouldn't be so distant at times. He never ever just comes up to me and gives me a hug or kiss for no reason. I cant remember the last time he said he loved me first. I wish I could have the guts to leave him and make him wake up to what he has with me, but it kills me to think of him with another woman, so I am just hoping one day he will change. My gut tells me that he would love to be single to do whatever he wants but he is torn because we have children and he doesn't want to hurt them. Actually I am positive that if we didn't have the kids he probably would have left. The one thing that bugs me is if he is still planning on leaving me when our youngest graduates HS, I wish he would just leave now. I have been trying to get him to go away for the night with just me and he always says ok, but never follows through with making plans, then week later he wants to plan a trip for the whole family, which is nice, but I have been trying to get us to go away for some alone time as a couple and he isn't interested. Ahhhh frustrating! Why do I still love him so much????????
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