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Old 11th July 2011, 06:27 PM   #7
buttercup
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Re: verymuddled

dear helen

yes i can see that now, thankyou. i do feel very betrayed by my husband. it is nice to feel that i am attractive and that someone might actually like me though. my self esteem must be on the floor right now. you are right, it isn't in me to do such a thing, otherwise just as you say i would've gone ahead and taken that step. as i said i have never felt tempted before in this way, so it was quite a shock for me to feel drawn towards another man. He is a nice man. I wouldn't want anyone to feel the same as i did during that time last year, and would've felt terrible about myself in knowing that i'd played a part in upsetting a home and hurting someone so badly.
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