Baroness

Hello Patchouli, welcome. I did go back and skim some of your posts. Did you ever get the divorce? I know how painful divorce can be because I've had two of them. I don't know how I could have married such men but there you have it. One was a drug addict it turned out and the other cheated on me.

When there are children involved, and there were, it is especially different. I've never posted on any other post but this one but after looking up your posts I see that there are at least a couple that I would be interested in. If you've read any of my posts you know that I am living with a h who does not make love to me anymore and we used to have a great sex life.

I came on here to see if anyone else was going through the same thing and there were and I am doing so much better now. 1aokgal inspired me to make hats and I love it. When I first came on here I was ready to leave my h because it was just too much to handle.

He is nine years older and says he loves me but I didn't understand and was sure I could go out and find someone else. I'm sure I could but I decided to stay with him and pray for him and I have to say that I am no longer so angry and frustrated. I just found out from him that he has been very worried about finances and that could account for his recent behavior.

He does not watch porn but I'm pretty sure he m and this is very hard for me to take and also the fact that he gives me stupid excuses why he doesn't sleep with me and make love to me, like I'd really believe them! It sounded as though you had a really hard time of it and I hope it is better because if you don't have respect from a spouse it is unforgiveable.