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Re: I can't let go!
He really made me feel awful for pursuing this. I never meant to cause him so much misery and make him hate me. I guess it was a desperate attempt to salvage something... I don't know. I just wanted to know I was wrong about my suspicions and that he really loved me. But this outcome is a nightmare. I still love him, but I think this has destroyed everything... Even chances of us being friends at this point. He really came off like he hates dealing with me. Right now I wish I could just crawl off into a crevice somewhere away from everything and everybody for a while.
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