Kimberley

I would say no you dont but its not easy and I dont envy you with a new baby about to be born. He really does sound a brute and I have picked a bit of a darling myself!! Trust your instincts keep a reserve money wise and when he next ships out see how you feel being with the children on your own without him and if you are happy consider that and your family to make a decision before he comes back.

I find that the time I spend without my husband now more enjoyable actually at first I was reluctant but now when he says he is going out/away I encourage it because me and my daughters get the house to ourselves and can do what we want.

Good luck with your baby, I love babies its a shame they grow up
Take Care Kimberley XXX