kent89

I don't know where to start really there's so much that's wrong.

I've been married for 4 years and been together for 6 years at the very beginning of the relationship we split up (which was my fault i wasn't at the time emotionally equipped to deal with what was going on i was only 16) we got back together a few months later and there was the honeymoon period again as there usually is but not long after it starts the snapping the sly comments throwing things at me for no apparent reason other than i said no to something and i'm not talking about huge decisions either, i mean little things
and from there it got worse my wife only shows me contempt and hatred and has never forgiven me and i have spent the last 5years trying to make up for it but nothing seems to work and i can't cope with what really is mental abuse she puts me through i can't cope, i'm a shell of the person i used to be i'm a complete mess physically and mentally i need help but i have no where to turn.