Sonhia

Hi:
It seems like you are trying so hard for this to work, and to be honest the only thing that works is the talking I know is not easy but you have to find the perfect time and place to have this conversation. is hard because sometimes the other partner doesn't want to listen to marriage problems. But if you do have this conversation with him try to accept his honesty as well even if you are not hearing what you want to be strong because of that answer you are looking for it will be the key of you're future.
Other advice and this one work for me try to read other posts even the answers are not for you, you can find good answers.
I hope everything gets great in you life.