Re: I don't love my wife and never have...
You are obviously going through a battle over this Sunny which I hope you will win. You have a kind of double mindedness there. I don't just want you to do the right thing I want you to find happiness in it which I believe you can.
As an aside I always thought the heart was different to our feelings. Sometimes in my heart I will want to do the right thing but sometimes feelings can jeopardize that if I let them. I think the heart is important. Proverbs says keep your heart for from out of it flow the issues of life. So we do have a choice in keeping our heart right.
I think when you win that battle and find commitment in your heart, not just in your head, you will have found something very precious.
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