magneto

she has apologized. but she has done that many times before. There are other things she has done or said in the past to make me feel unloved, unwanted, unappreciated, and disrespected. She just "i'm sorry" is enough. it used to be when i was all in, giving my all. But years of that treatment has left me empty in my feelings for her. A friend recently asked how i was doing by myself since she left... my response shocked me...i said pretty much the same as when she was here. she was very demonstrative when she left. it wasn't very amicable. so now that she has "changed her mind", i have no trust that anything will ever change.