Thread: Cannot say no
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Old 23rd March 2003, 12:31 AM   #1
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Unhappy Cannot say no

Dear Moderator,

Before I start...well done on this website. I build websites myself, with very similair functionalities and this is a great one!

I will try and keep this short. I have the perfect husband and he is my best friend, but I keep on cheating on him when is away for a long(ish) period. Before we got married and after 3 years of marriage...did it again. I am so dissapointed in myself and don't know why I keep on doing it. I just cannot say no. I don't even necessarily like the men or feel attracted to them. I cannot stand being alone. My mother left us when I was 3 and had the same tendencies and sometimes I think it is hereditary. I hate myself for what I am doing to my dearest hubby. I love him so much and being a Christian, feel so ashamed. I so want to change and convinced myself that it would never happen again...but failed the test yet again. Please tell me what is wrong with me and how can I change?
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