Re: Broken
Just one time with mom. It's different with me. 7 times out of 10 I probably deserved it. Was either drunk, lying, or doing something else stupid. I just know she knows I would I would never hit her. We have been together since we were 12 and she knows that. I keep thinking how OVER it would of been the day I physically hurt her dad (not that I would ever do,that) but if I ever would of it would of been over right then and there. I chose to try to hang on. Maybe to nothing? She doesn't talk to me at all unless it is to complain about something I did or something I may have said to the kids and I am trying hard not to contact her at all. I miss her so bad and want OUR FAMILY back so much it's killing me.
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