Re: How do I take the final step?
Well tonight I helped him pack the car with a lot of the essentials and he has gone... there are still things he will need later and as he sat in the car saying goodbye he asked me to visit him soon... I don't know what I feel now - numb I guess. He obviously feels we will still be in touch a lot during the next 6 months, but I don't think I can do it... I need space. I don't know how to get up in a morning and keep going to work, when I really just want it all to go away. I am so afraid to really let go - I don't know if would be able to get myself back together again...I just feel I am in a big dark tunnel and idesperately need a torch!
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