Thread: How to move on
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Old 22nd May 2011, 08:49 PM   #5
Lynn
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Re: How to move on

I have been a victim of childhood sexual abuse and have struggled with self esteem issues all my life and of course I know that I am just re-living the nightmare.
Intellectually I know so much but putting it into practice is another thing entirely.
Of course I realise my story sounds horrendous and it is so easy to make a judgement and say, why do you keep taking him back.
If I honestly knew that then I would not keep doing it.
I am reaching out in an effort to stop going back but it is not easy. He will not let me go easily and I have had to endure text messages by the bucket load all of which I ignore but when he threatens suicide etc and then says he loves me I find it difficult.
All this sounds, I know like a victim and I am not anymore.
I value all your comments and advice.
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