Re: Self Destructive Wife.
Ever talk about spending?
here is the true deal...
That sofa, YOUR idea
That car YOUR idea
That CONSTANT NY trips... YOUR IDEA (big blow on gas mind u) did I mentioned YOU have to drag me there half the time b/c I HATED NY? So tell me... why did I gave in to you to go?
Penang does not even draw me there anymore... get it... its not about restaraunt eating of a place I used to love... so talk about spending!
Fine well have everything out in the open!!!
This is a guy who has never remembered my Bday since I've married him. Got a Fishing pole for a great X'mas present... WHAT jewelry??? If I am soooo.... LUCKY!
Flowers... pathetic... years of of being together... only 1 rose for the date, daffodils from his 'charity' moments... he just happen to get just for me... but the goal is never there. A great arragement... but he got from his work place.
What a LOSER!!!
Yes... I am having a very hard time in looking for even a decent job at the moment... MONEY IS VERY TIGHT!!! Soooo... what did this guy who is SUCH a great example of a SAVER DO????
HE spends!!! Thats right.... he spends EVEN without ANY material goods to show!!!
He spends on bike races, hrs of driving trips to get there (GAS), beverages (he spend more on beverages that I'll ever b/c I only happen to drink tap water)... did I also mentioned CONSTANT trips to the BIKE SHOPS for tires, tubes, bar tapes, pumps, jerseys etc... etc.. $$$$ to maintain the bike... YOU"D think he'd get me a very nice piece of anything for my Birthday.... nuthing!!!
Money spent on HIS stuff!!
Ohhhh.... how am I going out??? He drove the only CAR we have!!! I walk to work... yes for a respectable min. wage that I have a dignity to take up b/c I am not so selfish as to let his work by himself!!!! YOU think he ever take up a min. wage job WHEN he lost his job & I worked full time??? NO... ITS BENEATH him.
He claims that I do not look for a job... tell me... in todays market... is it so easy??? My colleagues who was let go earlier than I still do not have one yet... and no he is NOT taking a min wage job.
Sooo do are YOU ashame of me now... thinking I am lazy that I who own a degree is doing a highschool job?? Its still a job... I am still f#$king working!!! Yeah... from the bottom up... start over u know... I do understand NOTHING comes easy like YOU have been used to!
You ****ing jerk...
How dare YOU claim to be not a part of the financial problem when you spend worse than I?? Oh... spending on grocery is considered me being a big spender now is it? How about all the food items I have to use my brute strength to carry & haul back??? I am th one to pack them away? I am the one to prepare them, cook them?
Talking about work... how many days a week do you spend either in front of the computer & on the bike??? How do you get to "do chores" when you are on there? What about the clean towels, clean socks, clean jerseys you used??? You dirtied them... YOU ****ing do them!!!
Like I say... if you are SOOOO... unhappy with me. Why NOT LET ME LEAVE???
You'd be a VERY VERY happy man without me...
Thats my guarantee. And you can also find another woman better than me... you are looking so hot lately do you know... so much that I really am SOOO... jealous of YOU that you HAVE the time to look HOT & I do not!!
Sooo... I need that ME now.
Since you don't appreciate me... let me go. Maybe another woman will see you through my eyes someday... but your life with me should be done with.
Just f$%king replace me already!
Oh so... I do not have to bug you about my medical issues no more... since I do not have a car, think on how would I go.
You know... since you are so selfish to hog the car... there is also a ton of things you have limit me to.
I am so tired... I need really to BE totally DEAD to you!
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