bath
hello.
i have been reading these forums for quite some time and have only recently gathered the courage to post. i am a young christian male (21) and i am very sincere in my religion and following the word of the lord.
i live with my parents and my sister who has a severe mental retardation.
i am most embarrassed about my problem. i have compulsive urges to masturbate when in the bath. whilst i have been able to keep these mostly under control with prayer and solemn thoughts, at times i cannot hold myself back and sin wickedly. i am very embarrassed about this and have spoken to my priest about this. he has helped with prayer and readings from the bible as well as penance.
because we save water at the house, we do share the bathwater. usually my father or mother will bath, then myself, then my sister.
recently i have spoken to my sister and she has told me she has not had her period for several months. she is also sick in the mornings and has been growing an enlarged belly.
i believe i may have impregnated her with my sinful seed that i disposed of in the bath water.
i am not sure what to do now. i do not feel comfortable telling my priest or my parents and have only just been able to write this without shaking uncontrollably and weeping.
please can anyone help me with this.
yours in the lord,
phil
Last edited by Unregistered; 24th November 2007 at 07:21 AM.
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