Re: My wife left 3 weeks ago
No friends to turn to. last 10 years with wife. moved out of state and across country twice. where i live no friends. been busy with school and work last 2 years. no friends at work. co workers not my type of people. some good people but not friends. very uncomfortable unfriendly situation there and even hostile situations. dog eat dog business. backstabbers. i have old friends back home but after years of little to no contact cant really talk with them about this. they have good solid marriages. would not understand. close to sister, but no real help. she has different life situation and does not relate to concepts of basic survival needs. talked with her some but became very difficult. had to tell her enough. only family is aunt. no help ther either, some encouraging words but she has own problems to face.
yes hurts more than imaginable. last 3 weeks like nightmare. intense anger, self-pity, depression, etc. intensity subsiding, thankfully, but replaced by overwhelming sense of loss. do not know what to do. must face world and life. finacial problems may become more than i can handle.
will post more details of situation. if only to get off chest somewhere and to someone. mayby someone will have advice and at least encouraging words.
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