Re: Confused feelings about marriage
I think you need to stop allowing yourself to dwell on this man or fantasise about him at all. Each time he comes into your mind, think of your husband and all the good things about him. Be grateful for what you have and dont let discontentment ruin your marriage or your life. Its poisonous to compare your spouse to another and find him lacking.
You are so early in the marriage, you will have many trials and tribulations over your life, start as you mean to go on. You so recently made promises to be faithful and to put him first, dont let this crush ruin that please. Marriage is all about thinking of the other person, of respecting and valuing them, loving them in a selfless way.
Maybe you need to put some effort into the marriage, and put off having a baby for a time.
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